fuckin cried. this fathers day thing got me good.
im not even a dad yet, im scared as hell, but thinkin about it made it all seem worth it. i dont feel so bad.
got the rest of the day off to spend with the lady. i need to just hold her. thats all i want. thats all i really want, and i think ill go do that.
i know i say it too much but maybe the little bugger will do some good for me yet, make me a better man. (for its sake even)
fuck, i knew it would all along.
hope it knows i love it.